I am lost within a sea of myself
My self-doubt and self-issues turn me about as the ocean of thoughts
circle me into a maelstrom of benevolent indifference towards my inner self
I am drifting
Further from me further from where I need to be
further from the me that I need to be
I am drowning
In the darkness of the waves the endless crashing of hate
and the empty cravings that gurgle within the bowels of my caves
I am sinking
Deeper into the abyss of self-hate inflicting
this unneeded wounds
un-tailored emotions
bubbling volcanic rage towards my self
when all I have is my self
why don’t I need myself
when my only anchor is my self